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Just had my OB appt yesterday and he said, it’s a waiting game from now on… My Zara will soon be here in our arms. She is full term now and ready to pop out. Been ordered to take rest and stop working..

Been staying on the positive side of things and clear from all the emotional roller coaster happening around me (friends)… can’t afford any dramas in life right now. I wanted to have a happy, content, peaceful delivery and baby as well! Try not to talk to people who bring out the worst in you or make you feel incapable or desperate, depressed nor do I have the time to entertain any negative vibes or thoughts (if you can’t live to ur promise then don’t even dare think about it!!)… I am mean when it comes to these emotions! Not right now! Please!!!

I have severe colds and cough not the flu though. Have been taking quite a bit of liquids to easen my clogged nose. Hoping and praying that Zara will be out of danger… not taking any medications even though the OB gave me a go signal.

My body starts to feel fatigued and swollen… not on my extremities but on my mid section. My back hurts and my legs feel heavy and sometimes numb in the groin area…

Last Monday, I was out for 12 hours. I was in the streets of LA… Touring family friends around… it was quite a predicament. Walking, seems like endless walking… but one good thing is that Zara is very cooperative. Did not give me a hard time walking around and about. Did not fuss about hunger or anything. Later that night, it was the first time that I slept like a baby… during the past few weeks, it has been difficult to sleep like a lumber or what. I have to be on my sides and my upper has to be somewhat or slightly upright for me to breathe clearly…

And that is the time that Zara enjoys moving around… when mama is not working or doing anything… I think its compromising… symbiotic relationship.

I can’t wait for this waiting game to end… i want to see the end of the line!

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